Nothing can prepare you for the day after. The night before going to bed, although in pain nothing can prepare you for the void of waking up no longer being pregnant. I vaguely remember going blind into the bathroom, the firemen threatening to call the police on me for not co-operating, I had to work…
Month: November 2017
Post Partum
I am not to sure if I am suffering from post partum, lack of sleep, or stress. I do feel majorly ripped off at how my baby was born. I miss that part of being pregnant. I was so excited watching my belly grow and I knew at 33 weeks it was just a matter…
First week of motherhood…
Well we survived our first week. You can never feel ready for motherhood, and I sure wasn’t. It took 3 days to meet my son because I was in ICU in recovery. So with that it also took 3 days to name him. It was sure annoying when the hospital staff kept asking what his…
One year anniversary
Yesterday was my one year anniversary. Its such an incredible feeling for over 20 years I struggled. I dated guys who didn’t deserve me, I didnt realize my self worth. I was stolen from, abused both mentally, physically and sexually. I may have drank too much and hung out with bad people. I tried every…
In the beginning….
Originally I had planned to start a blog exploring, inspiring and documenting my love for everything vintage, girly and domesticated. Being pregnant I thought it would be a great opportunity to embrace the lady I worked so hard at becoming. I wanted to be able to be creative and have an outlet to the outside…
Miss Ruby Sweet Cheeks 