Month: January 2018

#metoo

Last nights Grammies was very moving on so many levels. I asked a friend earlier in the night if he was going to watch to which he said, “I have better things to do than watch a bunch of famous people celebrate themselves.” Well that maybe true and yes maybe we aren’t all going to […]

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My first love

I think we all remember our first love. Or at least the first time we could recognize that warm feeling of love. My first love was always my dad. Even as a baby he was my world. I would cry if he wasnt holding me when I knew he was home. I would come in […]

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Progress

This week started off so bad. At therapy on Monday my husband joined our session. He hasnt really known me to show raw emotion or weakness. My therapist hasnt really seen it either. The point of my weekly appointments was to combat any potential pre/post partum somehow through the process we have uncovered alot of […]

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Weird coincidence

So for any of you who have been following you know the pivotal point to my life path going in the direction that it did was the abuse I sustained as a young girl. The main reason why I am in therapy was from this happening to me. I failed to protect that little girl. […]

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Thankful <3

There is something to be said when you are with someone who completely adores you. Since the birth of our son we have been pretty much together 24/7. Most relationships wouldnt fare so well but ours has seemed to have thrived. Relationships have always been hard for me. I am irrational, hard to deal with […]

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