Month: February 2018

Being bullied

Bullying should never be an issue but it constantly surrounds us. It doesn’t know race, sex or religion. The design of bullying is to hurt, to inflict pain on others to make yourself feel better. It’s born through hate, jealousy and by refusing to accept others for who we are. The worst feeling in the […]

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My weekend

Alright so here it goes…***deep breath***. In my pregnancy I gained over a 100 pounds. I feel so much shame and guilt for letting myself go. I didn’t always eat healthy, I ate out of fear. Being so sick I just ate what I could, when I could trying to gain weight. I had the […]

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Anxiety

It’s been a few days since I posted but my heart, mind and soul have been reeling. When I see the struggles that some of us endure my anxiety hits an all time high. I feel sad for the way that I was just trying to survive. I feel even more awful when I see […]

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4 months ago today…

Sitting here rocking my son listening to Sam Smith’s “Pray” I can’t stop the tears. Today marks 4 months to the day when in so much pain I wrapped myself in ice packs and went to sleep. I went to bed that night not knowing I was dying not knowing my son had stopped growing […]

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My Valentine

I had to kiss a lot of frogs before I finally met my prince. I remember the first day I met him, on the c-train platform after my first shift at Sephora. I knew instantly he was the guy for me. He was sweet, kind and patient. In true closing style we were late getting […]

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Remorse?

Yesterday as I was holding my son and watching the news when a flash from my past hit the news screen. As a girl you never forget your first crush. It’s even more exciting when as a young girl you get to date your crush. Dating to me back then was just dating. I wasn’t […]

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