Trouble in Paradise

I just don’t feel like being sick should be an exscuse to treat each other poorly. When it comes to him sometimes he just gets right under my skin like a burning rash that won’t go away. The smallest little irritance become the hugest deal in the world. For example, I know he’s tired and…

Obedience?

Last night as I was doing the scroll laying in bed I happened apon an excerpt that I couldn’t believe was even out there. The passage was talking about the number one reason why marriages fail is because women fail to be obedient to their husbands. Obedient? That is the number one reason marriages fail?…

The Darkness

When do you decide to finally leave all the negativity behind? What happens when the person you were born to love and respect becomes the darkness you were trying to avoid? What if the darkness was keeping them from seeing the world around them? The fear of finally being able to let go or just…

Time

With the absence of time we no longer have to be accountable for anything that we will put forth in this life. Time is our measurement of life well lived. It doesn’t necessarily mean quantity but this would be an exact scenario of quality. Without time there is no pressure, no ridicule for not “living”…

Monday Promises

I love the promises of a new week. For me the fact that it is Monday doesn’t change my day much. It’s still clean, clean, clean, take care of my baby and live a very modern Snow White life. My mornings are always the same. Somedays I get up early enough to have my few…

There are no words…

There are no words but maybe just a few. I am trying really hard to love my husband like really hard so I am keeping myself busy. Submerging myself with the things that give me most joy. Any and all time spent with my son, time spent with my family, any time I get to…

She inspires me

When a woman grows up with Dr Albert Schweitzer on her wall you have to stop and ask yourself…Is she ahead of her time? When most womens main concern was getting that MRS before they hit the big 2-0 shs a woman who could leave you wanting more. Raised on a farm by her two…

Why Pinup?

Alot of people always wonder how did I decide that I wanted to live a pinup lifestyle. It started simply at first…a love for fashion. A love for standing out in a crowd and being able to bring a smile to those paths you cross. People remember you. Which is an odd thing to say…

Character

Yesterday when I wrote broken it was out of desperation of needing clarity. Somehow I believed that maybe my husband while trolling through facebook during his one of many cigarette breaks would be curious to see what his wife had wrote. I was hoping that he would see the title and reach out, to comfort…

Broken

This will most definetly be the hardest post I think I have written to date. It’s hard because I have to acknowledge a problem that I have been hiding from the world. It is more embarassment because of what people will think but it also crushes my soul because I am so at a loss….