Free to BE!

Today was the day that I have been planning for since I started this crazy idea that I could fundraise on my own. It started as a dream to name something at AARC’s after my poor sweet Herbert. To have been able to spend any time with him at all was a true blessing. His…

Dearest Diary

Just another Friday night where my needs are not being met. Not on any level by any means. At times I get lost inside my own mind trying to spin a web of lies that makes it all make sense. Nobody cares to understand the depths of my loneliness and even if they did would…

Why Pin-UP?

It was 4:30 AM in the morning and my alarm was going off for the 2nd time of the day. My desire to make it this time in a city, alone. No more obligations or dependance on anybody else. Just me and Lucy, my cat. You see when I came to Calgary I arrived with…

Dearest Diary…

The passage of time seems to pick up speed the further along the journey I go.  The wave of nostalgia overcomes me as something reminds me of who I used to be.  The memories grow stronger the more in tune I become with who I am.  Hesitanting ever so slightly when I catch my breath…

Why you should live being your true authentic self!

You know the craziest thing happens when you live being your true authentic self.  Life gets better, colours are brighter, there is more laughter and smiles to go around and life is trulyg great.  We get together to celebrate each other’s victories because we know the feeling of the other side.  Because we love our…

8 Ways to Positively Impact Your Lifeline

Depression, anxiety, mood swings.  I think to some degree we are all privvy to one or more of these on any giving day.  During an episode of any of the above it could seem overwhelming like you just maybe the one or that maybe other people will see you as dillusional or irrational but that…

Dearest Diary

Why do you taunt me so? I much prefer being lost in my hot cocoon of a shower forgetting the outside world exists.  As some of you may know by now I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE to read. Hence why I write a review because if I can inspire somebody to reach out for book why…

Desperately Seeking Clarity

I wish that there was some magic wand that when needed we could have at our disposal. Trying to keep my mind busy on all things but what is really the problem I get lost in a World that happened before I was even born. The cyclone of emotions that keeps me in it’s vice…

Dear Diary Night #2

Am I just too sensitive? Or maybe I am just going crazy.  You see it really is kindof throwing out my entire chi just what I am slowing begin to learn.  I think it is more about me.  If I admit to myself what my heart already knows maybe it would be easier.  You see…