Who Will Be By My Side

Sometimes it is nice to get lost in the childlike mystery that lays dormant far within. That inner peace that existed, nurtured by youth. It is any wonder why we all rushed so fast to grow up.  Without those memories of a time that brought lots of self discovery I would probably lay stuck in…

Hollywood Love or Self Love? Which one do you choose?

I want to fade away. Not into oblivion but just to a space where none of this ceases to exist anymore. Tired of walking around on egg shells my feet starting to show the wear that comes from so much disregard. I used to think that love was all that mattered but with the lack…

Nightengale’s Don’t Believe in Fairytales

There are lots of reasons why it should always be ok to believe in magic and in fairy tales. If we are all made up of energy derived from a single cell wouldn’t it mean that somewhere in the four corners of your mind you can imagine the possibility of both coming true. Why not…

Pin-Ups a Representation of All Woman

Sometimes you got to dig deep and have a little hope and a lot of faith that somewhere along the way you will feel a sense of purpose. Sometimes we try so hard to impress other people or live to other people’s expectations that it becomes almost impossible to find any sort of happiness.  That spiral…

My Purpose as a Mother

In the soliloquy of one’s life where do you see yourself. What is yours about? Do you even know what drives you or do you hitch a ride on somebody else’s dream and hopes that you both end up yearning for the same thing. It is hard to determine exactly how one feels in any…

My Over Emphatic Heart

To me these words I share with you is all that I give to the World. There are many people that I could turn to yet there is so much shame in just beginning to form the words and release them from my lips. Every step of the way I am told to not be…

Revenge Best Served Hot or Cold

The problem with revenge is it never hits its intended target. The shrapnel that is produces seems to hit everybody else in the general area. Don’t remember the game when we were younger when you would whisper a sentence around the room and see just how distorted the original message became. Pretty much anytime words…

The Lies, The Tales of a Spurned Sibling

Who do you trust? Who do you move to when the rest of the World closes their doors on you and turn off all the lights. Some of us are lucky enough to be blessed with a family that no matter what will always have our backs. When push comes to shove they will be…

The Darkest Corners of My Mind

In the deepest dark corners of your mind what brings you to insanity. Is it that way other’s have a preconceived notion about who you truly are? Or is the preconceived notion of how other’s portray somebody you love to be. I think about what hurts more, me hurting or knowing that somebody I love…

By Chance or Circumstance

Where is your comfort zone? How much are you willing to tolerate for the greater good. Is there a greater good? Is there a purpose that could serve something out there greater than you ever could? If you let yourself go to the process are you scared of the end result or the reward? Is…