I believe that my just being will help others to reach out and harness their power that comes from inside. I will never be better than those that walk amongst me. There is no sense of better. Just a more conscious awareness of being and the infectious power of being able to just let go.
A place where time does stand still. Where there is no white noise or negative feedback. Where the only thing that can be heard is the haunting melody connecting my soul with eternity. A place where I am safe and my mind is set free. Maybe that is the key. I need to find a way to harness that energy into a more conscious way of being.
Every thing we do we are being conditioned on how we feel and how to act. We look to our leaders for guidance but in this day and age even our leaders are those that we shouldn’t be taking any guidance from. Or should we?
We can withstand losing body parts, limbs, eyes etc but it is the physical pain that endures that we can’t live with. Pain drives as crazy. It takes our ability away from having any sort of free thought. Physical pain will make you lash out at anybody for whatever reason but it still doesn’t make you feel any better. In fact it makes you feel worse. The embarassment of not being able to control your emotions takes over like wildfire
The way we treat each other. I have experienced more bullying and more insults in my adult years then in any other time combined. This is what my child sees. This is what he is absorbing. The malicious intent of a few. Negativity breeds like wildfire and it infects our inner core.
That is why I do the things I do the way I do. I know the most precious gift I have is when I passed on the gift of life to my son. I finally understand what my mom meant by her saying that all she wanted from us was to live better lives than her. I never truly understood what that meant. Now I know. She wanted to make sure we had the opportunities that she didn’t.
Learning to love a stranger in times when it is needed most is something we should all strive for. There is beauty in our individual lives, there is an art when we blend our lives together, we could last until eternity if we could all sing in harmony together.
Instead of being thankfully thankless maybe I am just really thankful. Thankful for the prommise of new beginning and new tomorrows and the great storey still waiting to be told.
Does it seem realistic that we allow a whole life form to become extinct because we robbed it of it’s ability to thrive? Or does it seem more like we should have inhabited the Earth with the desire and love to share it with all that has been granted the greatest gift of all…life. Do you see yourself as a gift? Or have you allowed the ways of mainstream media rob you have that special feeling?
I guess inside my fear is motivation and desire. The motivation to change the World and the desire to see it come into fruition.