“Don’t Confuse Self-Improvement with Self-Remodeling.”

My weakness has always been my ability to cry at the drop of a hat. I used to get called so many names. Even my family would roll their eyes and make fun of me as being too emotional and my favourite is when I was being told to grow up. I was always apologizing for feeling things. Like feelings are invalid. I learned to cry behind closed doors. That is if I could wait that long. Being called a baby when you feel sad that soembody else’s heart hurts is the worst feeling.

The Evolution of Dreams

That is something that isn’t really talked about to much. We are taught that dreams aren’t meant to be having. That if we stick to the course that was set out for us that we will achieve succcess. Who determines how success is defined for you. We have dissected everything down to its most literal sense and try to suppress any individuality.

Seasonal Blues

No matter the circumstances the Winter season is the worst. In the coldest nights you comfort yourself with the warmest memories that only ease the pain for a while. When you focus back into the reality you remember the life as you remembered never existed. There used to be a time when my dad was my best friend and my grandpa was my hero.

Serenity in Simplicity

Hence why everything that was once loved returns to death. In time nature will reclaim everything. That is just the way the World works. It doesn’t care about fame or fortune or those you had to hurt to get what you had. For those who live in tranquility when the end begins to loom they know this is just part of life’s path. It doesn’t conclude the journey it just tranforms into a new way of being.

The Race To Extinction

We have let murder and intolerance take over our streets. We are so far behind in our thinking that I am pretty sure that the World will stop and go in the other direction.

The Relevance of Staying Relevant

There are things you can do to make you feel more at peace. In some ways we were born to live alone. Society though prefers us to be tied to each other. It erases the desire to be Nomads from travelling from town to town.

Life and It’s Hidden Meanings

Does it seem realistic that we allow a whole life form to become extinct because we robbed it of it’s ability to thrive? Or does it seem more like we should have inhabited the Earth with the desire and love to share it with all that has been granted the greatest gift of all…life. Do you see yourself as a gift? Or have you allowed the ways of mainstream media rob you have that special feeling?

The Glorification of Violence

In some way I thought by learning all that I could it would leave me more knowledgeable and aware of those people that surround us. Maybe that was part of the problem. Instead of reading about serial killers such as Jeffrey Dahmer and Ted Bundy I should have been reading about the real heros of our time and not the ones that terrified our nation.

Wisdom Without Data

We need to show them that in their absence we can give their ancestors a life full of purpose and meaning. That submerging ourselves in fact that we will become more knowledgable in how to do this. That maybe in some ways we can become wise and make for a brighter tomorrow by remembering those that have fallen in our past.