No matter the circumstances the Winter season is the worst. In the coldest nights you comfort yourself with the warmest memories that only ease the pain for a while. When you focus back into the reality you remember the life as you remembered never existed. There used to be a time when my dad was my best friend and my grandpa was my hero.
Hence why everything that was once loved returns to death. In time nature will reclaim everything. That is just the way the World works. It doesn’t care about fame or fortune or those you had to hurt to get what you had. For those who live in tranquility when the end begins to loom they know this is just part of life’s path. It doesn’t conclude the journey it just tranforms into a new way of being.
Well I found almost everybody in this community to just speak to me in some way. This was a true win for my spirit and it has helped propel forward in ways that I had no idea possible.
We have let murder and intolerance take over our streets. We are so far behind in our thinking that I am pretty sure that the World will stop and go in the other direction.
There are things you can do to make you feel more at peace. In some ways we were born to live alone. Society though prefers us to be tied to each other. It erases the desire to be Nomads from travelling from town to town.
Does it seem realistic that we allow a whole life form to become extinct because we robbed it of it’s ability to thrive? Or does it seem more like we should have inhabited the Earth with the desire and love to share it with all that has been granted the greatest gift of all…life. Do you see yourself as a gift? Or have you allowed the ways of mainstream media rob you have that special feeling?
In some way I thought by learning all that I could it would leave me more knowledgeable and aware of those people that surround us. Maybe that was part of the problem. Instead of reading about serial killers such as Jeffrey Dahmer and Ted Bundy I should have been reading about the real heros of our time and not the ones that terrified our nation.
We need to show them that in their absence we can give their ancestors a life full of purpose and meaning. That submerging ourselves in fact that we will become more knowledgable in how to do this. That maybe in some ways we can become wise and make for a brighter tomorrow by remembering those that have fallen in our past.
Your life and your love is your greatest asset and possession don’t weaken it by giving it to others than don’t deserve it. Keep it safe and secluded into you find those that understand and instead of tarnishing your shine they will do whatever it takes to preserve its beauty.
Now after 40 years of living my life the same way I am daring to live it differently. The beautiful thing about travelling solo is you are forced to absorb the energies around you with the only interruption being your negative mind.