Finding My Way Home

I have spent so much time trying to understand my own morality. It is all consuming when you start obsessing with the meaning and life and the possibility of straying off course. With so much going on in the World around us it is almost impossible to have faith that everything is unfolding the way…

Two Stepping with the Devil

There is no denying the actuality of our life line being incredibly turbulent. No great feet was ever meet with some incredible time, patience and perseverance. What I began to notice the longer that I try to hang on for the ride is that there is always this natural instinct of knowing what is the…

The 5 Heartbreaks of Becoming Sweet Ruby

These 5 reasons made me get up one day and take a stand. Take a stand against mean people and bullying and whatever it is going on in your life. Put yourself out there Ruby. Do whatever it takes to make YOUR World safer for those that live in it. That it is ok to not save the WHOLE World just yours.  The people you are searching for will find you. You will make your world a safer place.

Alone in Time, Forever Trying

Everything that we are gets boiled down to how we best utilized our time. But in the end. In the very end everything that surrounds us and all that we know eventually return back to nothing. All that struggle and everything we sacrificed to prolong the inevitable eventually finds us

Living Miserably or Dying Happy

It is true somebody’s storey is a little bit worse than your own. You have to remind yourself that there is somebody always a little worse off. Kind of a harsh reality it’s true. Then all of a sudden you are the one worse off but then again are you really? Who knows. I guess what I am saying is what’s the harm? Where’s the risk? Living miserably or dying happy I guess that choice is up to you!

Sorry My Body Offends You (oh no I’m not lol)

The seizures I endured have affected my thoughts and brain. I am on medication for severe anxiety. My whole life changed. It had nothing to do with diet, exercise or health. I spent 15 years inside of a gym. Hours upon hours of cardio. Restricted calories, no carbs, no social life.  The gym wasn’t about health it was about vanity. We somehow defined our character by the amount we could bench press and nothing more.

A Unique Serenity Set Within Limits

So in the spirit of living your life uniquely. Be kind. Be the one who isn’t afraid to shut down ridiculing or abuse. Be the one that has broad shoulders and an umbrella for when those storm clouds role in. The World can be bitter and the World can be cruel but that doesn’t have to be you. The best lesson we learned is when we were little, “I promise to share and be friend.”  Simple. Serenity in simplicity. That is all we truly need

Our Toxic Thoughts

I am far from perfect but I have learn to forgive myself. I try to remind myself to be kind as many times as a find a new grey hair (trust me that is a lot). Let’s replace our own toxic thoughts with a harmony that will be remembered throughout time. It doesn’t have to reach the masses of epic proportions. It only needs to reach and touch you.

Standing for Something

I have to keep asking myself if I died tomorrow would this be enough? Right now I am stuck on a tank running on empty during a gasoline drought. In the distance I see something though. Like a mirage just taunting me at times I want to move forward

“Strive to Fully Inhabit Your Life.”

The 9th way to get your Hepburn on is to be fully present in your life. That means the good bad and the ugly. It is incredible how much more present one can be when you draw everything into one focal point. Observe everything around you in that moment. Look for colors, sounds, smells, feelings….