Extinguish Your Flame

Honour your own light without extinguishing the flame of anybody else. There is enough fire to fuel us all into the next life but somehow, we get greedy, and we are in denial that we want to share with others and make it so that anybody else may want to feel warm and dare to dream. That’s the fear. To reach out thinking you are destined for greatness then all of a sudden you fall right on your face. That fear is enough to make us hole up inside our house and wait for the masses to pass on by us as we become quiet as a mouse. That is my fear. That the over confidence of another will break me in two. I don’t know why it seems like being nice is impossible for others to do.

Torn Apart

So do onto others as you would have done onto you because sooner or later you will be alone and there isn’t much you can do. Did you strive to keep those close to you when you should have hit ignore or did you keep others around for too long when you should have kindly showed them to the door. Not everybody in life will have your best interest at heart so it is up to you to decipher is truthful and who needs to be ripped from limb and torn apart.

A Hopeful Understanding

Death is here and it is always looking for us wonder whose time it is for them to come and take away. I wonder when that time comes for me if it will be slow or quick like ripping off a band aide. I can’t help but wonder then want to put more good vibes out into the Universe. All I want is the life that I promised for myself before I return to one day living out in the stars…I hope.

In a Whitewashed World

That is why I remain silent. I stay in tune with those souls that were lost or were whisked too far away. I know I am not better than anybody. I never wanted to be. All I wanted was to try and provide a safe place for us all to come alive so there could be a softness created between you and me and we can live happy. I don’t want to see myself as any better or any worse I just want to meet somebody on some sort of common ground. Don’t hurt me and I won’t hurt you can’t we just come together and sit in each other’s presence peacefully?

My Muli Dimensional Trip

When the husband asked me in the car how many I took I replied with just the one. He said ya but which one you better be careful. Some of those are really HIGH edibles I looked at him and sighed. One look is all it took as he exclaimed look at your eyes. The panic started to set in as we set off for our next Halloween store. Ya that was right before the cops pulled us over. Snazzleberries? Are you serious. The husband what the f*ck? he told me right then that his license was expired and that I would have to drive I think I peed myself right there. Just no registration thankfully so he drove us to the next store. Things weren’t going so well from there. Not even a little bit.

Toxi Mentality

Sex sells and it will ruin everybody. We were meant for a life more than just laying on our backs and poking away at holes. The way that evil is glorified and then profited tells me and my ancestors more than anything we have ever come to know. The world will implode with this lack of identity and pure energy. How are we supposed to make our way back when we have nowhere else to go?

Who Am I Because I am Starting to Forget

Depression is this insane roller coaster ride of emotions that leaves you thinking that you will never, ever be good enough. It wreaks havoc on your brain leaving you feeling entirely insane. For a while you can battle it solo, but it becomes a daunting task when those you surround yourself see no good in your being or even your name.

A Chance to Live

Everything makes sense because this life is easy compared to how others were forced to live. My life is blessed in the sense that I haven’t truly suffered like a know so many others before me did. That in itself makes me feel so incredibly selfish but then I remember I have it in me to give back and live. I can tell my story even though it truly isn’t that bad. I guess in the bigger picture it is horrific but to me it is my reason for being and how I got here. I mean today is the day I was granted another chance to live. Today was the day that my son was born, 2 months ahead of time so what gives? I was called to the Heavens to get my life back on track so I can help others do the same and finally get a chance to live.

Dishonourable Intentions

I know one day this will be all over as time as we know it is slowly ticking away. It feels like just yesterday I was a 20 year old with so much hope and promise only to be kicked out by my knees when I hit 30 only to catch my breath when 40 rolled around to wake up to where I am now. Those people who always wish for more time to get up and do something never fully realized that the time to get up is now.

Disillusioned State

That is what drives me to do everything that I do. So I can be an example to him who he needs to be. Not grow up in my EXACT image but have the confidence to know that you can be anybody that you can. Sure I might have been a little bit of a beautiful disaster but I dusted myself off quite well don’t you think? For no reason why I wake up with a fire in my soul. I think my drive was given to me as a blessing when I was lost and feeling out of sorts and most definitely out of control.