Diary of an Unhinged Housewife

***as always my diary entries are prose. Just another way for me to communicate my thoughts artistically to try and leave an imprint on the World.*** I stare at him sleeping than back at my phone. I can hear the murmur of the news just more headlines how humanity is rapidly failing us which makes…

The View

I am not one for daytime TV. Usually I am busy cleaning, gardening, and playing my violin. And of course that is only when my Schmoo is napping. Oh yes and my daily blog/journal/thoughts. That is a must just to keep the positive momentum flowing. I decide to turn on “the View” and read “Sojourner…

Maybe Finally it is My Happily Ever After

Then I realized that it wasn’t so much what was wrong with the World but what was wrong with me. I could see how the negative energy and assumptions that I was putting out into the World was once again being attracted and therefore reflected back on me. So realistically I was stuck in a…

Baby #2

Happy Friday Darlings thank you for checking in. As always I appreciate your love, support and friendship. Only together on a unified front can we make a change. My decision to open up and share in my journey was for alot of reasons. One day I hope to write a book to inspire our young…

Obedience?

Last night as I was doing the scroll laying in bed I happened apon an excerpt that I couldn’t believe was even out there. The passage was talking about the number one reason why marriages fail is because women fail to be obedient to their husbands. Obedient? That is the number one reason marriages fail?…

First week of motherhood…

Well we survived our first week. You can never feel ready for motherhood, and I sure wasn’t. It took 3 days to meet my son because I was in ICU in recovery. So with that it also took 3 days to name him. It was sure annoying when the hospital staff kept asking what his…

One year anniversary

Yesterday was my one year anniversary. Its such an incredible feeling for over 20 years I struggled. I dated guys who didn’t deserve me, I didnt realize my self worth. I was stolen from, abused both mentally, physically and sexually. I may have drank too much and hung out with bad people. I tried every…