I am tired of existing alone in this house of chaos while he sleeps. I wonder how much longer I have in me to stay in something that is neither better or worse or just is. Either way I can see how he respects me in that in itself is something very hard to ignore.
I talk about life, my life and even though there are some ups and downs this has been by far out some surreal moments or passageways revealed to me. Plus Miss Galaxy is crowned tonight!!! Did you know this was my 9th pageant? Tune in on facebook tonight….
It has to be me. I must be manic. My preconceived ideal of how marriage exists doesn’t exist at all. It was never even real to begin with. Growing up I remember my mom doing more traditional women roles and my dad was just ol hard working man. On weekends he would be doing your…
To stay seems almost more daunting then to leave.