Just Hold On

I try. I do try but some days I just feel tired, alone and more confused. I want to connect with somebody, anybody I even see true love and connections occuring among my pets. What would it feel like to be hugged by somebody who loved me or to press my lips up against another. My body craves physical intimacy and affection I don’t want to carry this feeling of not knowing back to my grave. What I would give to be woken by the rays of the morning sun lovingly wraped in my lovers embrace.

Don’t Let the Broken Man Catch Me

“Ah what avails the sceptred race! Ah, what form divine! What every virtue, every grace! Rose Aylmer, all were thine” “The Year of Magical Thinking”, Joan Didion My thoughts are becoming my own. It has been a long journey. At times it felt like I would fall over from sheer exhaustion. Tired from the constant…

The Darkest Corners of My Mind

In the deepest dark corners of your mind what brings you to insanity. Is it that way other’s have a preconceived notion about who you truly are? Or is the preconceived notion of how other’s portray somebody you love to be. I think about what hurts more, me hurting or knowing that somebody I love…