Losing My Mind

To each there own. There must be a better way? All I want is a life that doesn’t hurt in every which way. Getting yelled at from everybody I just want to vanish into thin air. This is not the life that I dreamed about when I was a kid but I do know what it feels like when a parent stops loving you. I have never stopped loving my son I am just desperate for him to have a better life. He deserves so much love. So much happiness. When I am surrounded by so much negativity all I am trying to do is survive.

Monday Blues?

I guess my coping skills are getting a whole lot better. I try very hard to be positive every day and its very easy for me to start spiralling negatively. Well the first thing that started this week was I spilled 200 ml of breast milk. I know no big deal right? Well kindof just…