A Lifetime of Success vs an Eternity of Failure

“Dance, when you’re broken open.Dance, if you’ve torn the bandage off.Dance in the middle of fighting.Dance in your blood.Dance when you’re perfectly free.” -The Essential Rumi, Coleman Barks I have spent my whole life trying to understand the actions of others. I have been broken to what I believed was beyond  repair. I have spend…

In Bloom

Thinking back I had a terrible time in high school. I never really felt like I fit in anywhere. I spent most of my time dating the same guy. He was older and newish to town so we really just spent most of our time together. I was always awkward. Saying things at the wrong time….

Live Broken or Die Trying

My guilt eats away at me knowing that in my younger years I was the very toxic pollution that I have now come to hate. Maybe that is why it has become important to me to open up my life. My life in all it’s plain and basic splendor actually help me to understand who it is I am supposed to become. It isn’t for a lack of trying or misunderstanding but a veil of doubt and insecurity that haunts me.

My name is…

My name is Sweet Ruby Bluez. I started this journey almost 2 years ago. Restarting the journey to my life that I wish I had started long ago. Nobody can ever really be sure when they are heading the right way. I know what it feels like when you are going the wrong way down…