One More Day of Sanity

One more day of sanity or at least I am made to believe that is what this is. I ask you if it is sane to read right before coming to this page that a school boy bashed the head in of a newborn calf minutes after it was born right in front of it’s…

The Good, The Bad and the Coyote Ugly

You can’t deny that there is something to be learned from every human life that has ever been in existence. There has to be a reason for every single breath because without that reason we all become obsolete. Inside each one of us is this tremendous opportunity for another life, another existence, another purpose. In…

The Commonality Inside Each of Us

What does your life look like? Truly? Do you think your destiny is intertwined with another or do you feel the fate of being destined to walk alone? What does alone look like? Are you truly alone or are you feeling like you aren’t connected? That is how I feel these days. I feel disconnected…

Divinely Intertwined

Do you believe in divine intervention? Seriously what are your expectations for your life? Both in this and in the next? There is so much, “he was this way” and “he did this stuff” and “this makes him good” and “this is why he is bad” but there is no mention of who the hell…

Three Sides (the formula for complete annihilation)

Each and every one of us had our finger on that trigger before those shots actually rang out. We have this underlying desire to kill off anybody who is different than us. Anybody who dares to live in their own true authenticity we feel threatened. Pull yourself in again.

One Foot in the Grave

I keep one foot in the grave because admitting to be an active participant in whatever this life is has become far too much. We live in this world where everybody wants to save these closest racists from going under fire. Why do I have to walk amongst those that show over and over again…

Mentally Exhausted Living Free Extinct

I don’t understand what makes somebody think in such damaged proportions to the point where an outcry of violence is all that is left. I can’t help but think about the times that my high school boyfriend grabbed his 3 year old sister by the neck and threw her into the drywall. Her cries were…

The Living Nightmare or Truth

You don’t all of a sudden awaken from your nightmare and continue on your day. Except for me I get to because I live in a world that isn’t so scary for me because I am white. What is portrayed to me on the internet and even sometimes on television is somebody else’s living nightmare…

The Nightmare of Truth

                                                             I keep to myself. Some say I read to much and stay at home and try not to get involved. I used to be the…

To Take Down a Nazi

I am surrounded by perpetual chaos and I seem to run on auto-pilot. For as long as I can remember I had thee basic goals. The evolution of these goals continues as I add on to the ever growing list. My biggest desire is to connect with the outside world in a way that hopefully…