One More Day of Sanity

One more day of sanity or at least I am made to believe that is what this is. I ask you if it is sane to read right before coming to this page that a school boy bashed the head in of a newborn calf minutes after it was born right in front of it’s…

The Lust of Something More

Reading about cheating is like a beacon for my eyes to see. When I was single I loved sex. Everything surrounding it I loved but this book dares to ask the question what is it you love more. You see for most it wouldn’t be such a far off comparison but for me this is my…

Coming With Revenge (Part 2)

Did you ever get so caught up in your own poisonous self hate that it didn’t seem to matter anymore. Taunting yourself with the truth of your own lies. You couldn’t tell which way to go even if there was somebody guiding you along a well lite path. The problem with self contempt is you…

Nobody Wins

People like to ask what would you tell your younger self if given the chance. I like to think that my younger self would listen but with youth comes this misplace arrogance that doesn’t allow us to clearly see the consequences of our actions. We always believe the horrible things we read and see could…

In the Grander Scheme

I wonder what lead us astray to believe the dynamics of family isn’t something we should all cherish. There are those that live these picturesque family ideals and then there was me. It is hard to want to live the dreams of those that were only there to misguide you. You wanted to believe that…

Confident or Vain?

There is a fine line between vanity and confidence. Both propel you into the direction you need to go to meet your destiny but the path that you take will be entirely different. In one scenario you will be able to instill the same aura into all those in your presence. The other will catch…

Only My Life Matters

I wonder what it would feel like to wake up from this nightmare. To be able to feel and express ourselves the way nature intended to. To love our neighbours and not fear what is waiting for us in the shadows. In a world where people develop a conscience and want to do good instead…

A Life by any Other Name

You know that feeling that you have when you are alone. Left in your own company you come up with thoughts and ideas that will either hinder or hurt. We fantasize about the future like it is promised to us somehow. We lash out at others thinking their existence doesn’t matter much to us and…

Fragments of Destiny

Ever try and have an opinion these days and see who supports? Did you ever think that it would matter in a time as much as it does now? We have let the monster hide in the light of day to prey on our innocence. We allow ourselves to be victimized by believing that if…

With a Dip of the Toe

I come here to write to pour out the ashes from when my soul lights on fire. There are so many reasons to smile within a day interwoven with these spackles that like to stick around long past when they are overdue. My first sense I have learned to honour that of my own. To…