Let’s not get this confused. This is my community. Short of a natural disaster that takes our home right off of the planet we are not going anywhere. That is why it was so important to me to make my connections, and trust me I know the right connections will come. I don’t do well with fake friends or even faker lip service. Don’t be surprised when you are put on the back burner the next time you are put through hell and looking for a friend.
Month: November 2023
Hardened Heart
I try to keep myself together but it is getting really hard. I was always under the impression that your partner in life should be somebody who brought out the best in you and not somebody who is eager to kick dirt on your face every time you fall. I know I promised not to speak ill of the husband again but I wonder what gives him the infinte privilege to always reign supreme.
It’s A Lifestyle
The further we move into the future the farther we move into oblivion without even a care in the world. So many of us are so easily irritated by the lives that are being lived by others that we can hardly contain ourselves. Remember when we were taught that if we have nothing nice to say don’t say anything, unless of course there is a chance that it can go viral and in essence earn some sort of delusional clout.
Dog Days
Lucky number 8 I see you as I make a move towards you in every unconvential way that all the haters love to fill themselves up with before I even get a chance to have my say. I like to believe that in the grander scheme of things I maybe worthy of a life filled with pink and all the things that glitter but as I reach down to clean another litter box I know I have a long ways to go. Maybe I don’t even want to go down that way but it sure would be nice to feel appreciated because isn’t it supposed to be in the end that every dog gets to have their day?
Endless Days
I don’t understand the concept of having an empty home. Now that my home is filled to the brim with responsibility it feels good to be on the up and up with my mental health. There is no time for dilly dallying because there is always something to clean or put away and then there are the moments where everyone is napping and the world seems to be okay. The world is never ok it seems these days as I lean to clean the litters again or another piddle on the floor.
The Loss of the Human Race
How is this even up for debate? We take everything that it means to be human, and we pervert it in EVERY way. How do we even begin to raise children in this polluted pool of filth? The fact that we continue to defy every definition that comes our way, like we can eliminate the human race, should turn our stomachs more than a worthy cause to celebrate.
The Game of Chance
Isn’t it incredible that this moment in time seems so important that in the grander scheme it is insignificant and there will be a time in the matrix where nobody will ever believe you existed? There will be no remnants in time that your life even happened so does that change the fact that your life ever happened or even if it didn’t?
Reflected Energy of Dogs
My poor blind dog will serve it’s most important role in my forever timeline. He will be my moral compass to help me dig deep inside so he doesn’t have to feel my pain on top of living in his darkness. Just because he can’t see doesn’t necessarily mean that his world is dark. It just means that I have no idea what it is that he thinks about just that he is all of my energy brought into life.
Hate Me
My paranoia is getting the best of me. It has crept into every essesnce of my being and has threatened my Mental Health. Let’s not get it confused. My Mental Health has always been hanging by a silver thread with only the Grim Reaper having the scissors to permentaly sever. Sever me from this reality and push me into the next. I am becoming merely a fraction of the being I was born to be and I wonder how I go about to trying to get her back.
The Shame
The irony of being up front with your mental health is that people truly do look at you like your insane. “Did she really just say that?” “We should report her to the authorities” “I am never going to let our children play together again.” All those words hurt. More than anybody could know and it has all been brought down apon me for somebody else’s sick gain. At least I am honest with my emotions which is more than I can say for most people and I for one am getting tired of playing this same game.
Miss Ruby Sweet Cheeks 
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